There is only chaotic abstract.
Everything else comes from chaotic abstract.
Nothing happens that is contrary to chaotic abstract.
Ego might appear to be contrary to abstract - but it is not.
Ego “points” to abstract.
Yet ego also seems to have the ability to “misinterpret” abstract
- and become pre-occupied with itself.
A major part of this misinterpretation is relevant to “individuality”.
Individuality is made manifest by employing an “observer” -
the establishment of “me” and “you”, but always from “my” point of view.
Abstract accommodates any contradictions - as being ... itself!!
Puzzled? Don't be ... even your puzzlement is an embodiment of abstract ...
it is just that you are looking at it from an observers point of view.
... And abstract is unobserved.
So, why do I draw and paint these pictures?
The answer is simple ... I believe this human is a kind of extension of abstract -
so whatever is painted is first conceived in, and from, abstract, then wells up into thought - and is finally translated onto the paper or canvas.